A Christmas present i not have to receive

20091225 Friday

Yeah~Ngam Ngam come back from cinema
It already 4a.m.
Actually I need to sleep now~but i really so happy today
However just pass with a simple Christmas, but i feel very happy
I never think It just a simple Chrstmas party can make me so happy ...haha
before I think need to go oversea and celebrate Christmas with your people that u love.. only you will feel happy and won't forgetten
but....Now I know that....
before Christmas eve I go to a very simple party
just play a simple games
and with a simple present...i feel happy...

After a few day my cousin come to my house and celebrate with us~
we plain to go sing K with them
they feel shy at the first
but after that,they sing like hell
haha

yesterady c'mas eve
actually we plain to go shopping
but smtg happened with the stupid XX post office
so we cant shopping just go back home~
haiz~
but...
when i reached home
I go for toilet...
when i come out
my cousin tell me
please sign for your present...
i tot she just joke with me~but when I come out to living room~

WoW~
When i look at that~I'm so happy~It very very nice～
I love It so much

That present is a guy that love me before~
but just know how to appreciate my after...
yes..~..
that is me ex bf give it to my
when i receive that
i feel happy and sad
happy..
coz i receive a present that very nice
sad...
that people give this to me is that guy i feel
disappointed with he
&
some more i feel sad coz
where is my bf present?
a stranger can give a friendship present
ex bf can give a rose flower present
but...
where is my bf's resent？
real so disappointed with he...
why i will broke with my ex bf？
coz he make me disappointed everytime
he dono how to appreciated me
izzit this story will happen again?
I dono~

when i receive tat i mms to he...
I want to make he feel joelous...
coz before that he tel me will give a present to me...
but he don d that...
i disppointed again...
he go no respone at all...
he never feel jeolous also...
I feel disappointed and disppointed~~='(
ntg can say n ntg can do with that....
sick for that...

after that we go and watch AVATAR
real so nice movie~

/~GOOD NIGHT~/

**~~MERRY CHRISTMAS~~**

最近是怎样啊？

20091222 星期二

最近是怎样啊？每天都五点就起身了！
很累叻！可以不要酱对我吗？
等下两点还要去training啦！
一定累死我的～
讨厌！快去睡吧！

是怎样啊？

20091220 星期日

是怎样啊？很生气叻！每天都是这样。
答应料的东西有做不好给人！
我很生气都没有人理我！真是有够讨厌的～
从来都不知道我在想什么～
猜你真的有够辛苦的叻！！
每次都不理我！生气又不要说出来，我哪里知道啊？
远到要死～～
不写了啦！很生气啊！！

Does the XXX between us return the existence?

20091207 Thursday

I don't know what is going on between us. When I looking for you I feel angry and feel disappointed in you. I don't know what is going on with you, suddenly very cold to me. Izzit you got your new friend then can leave us and go? What kind of people? Don't tell us that you are not willing to do that for us. That is very shit excuse in this world! STUPID EXCUSE!

shopping v my fren....

20091211 Friday

Today i wake up so early, whatever i yesterday night i slept 4 a.m. but i also wake up in 9a.m. because I'm going to meet my best freins. Haha...I miss them very much! This is chance that we are waiting near for a month.

Our mouth is talking we are getting poor now,but we still go and buy many things... Haha....This is a girl's behavior....lolz...

Then we go to sing k and eat KIM GARY and Mc Donald(Tat is lunch and dinner la...Don't look at me like this....) Look like I very kuat makan....

We keep talking and talking....non-stop laughing till others table people is looking us...but we are don't care...bcause in NS we are done this same attitude...lovl...(means laugh on very loud...)

Then after reached home, saw somebody face blak like 'bao gong gong'.... I really hate people showing faces to me....If you feel 'beh song' then u tell me nicely, if my fault sure will say sorry, but u showing me faces,then u better go to die la...

After that'somebody' lagi 'beh song' terus go out yam char with my sis and bro...never call...Never mind....U like! just can scold in heart,BULLSHIT!!!!!!! !

Destroy my thing and bluff still deceive and say that has not touched my thing and scold me like i did wrong and keep showing faces to me, WTF？?

Nothing can say.....!

It holidays..~..

Yeah.... It holiday....
Yahoooo.....!
Not need to face someone....
Not need to do that stupid assignment...
Not need to wait for the Lrt....
Not need to do many many things that i hate to do...
hahahaha........
It sooooooo happy......
This Friday we going to hang out v my BEST FRIENDs...
I can shopping....
I can buy a lot of thingsss....
He hehehe......

my girl....stop duli her please..!

20091203 Wednesday

sorry my girl....

i cant accept what u do for he...!

it real so stupid....! You are not kind of person....

You already noe he is the bad that always bully you.... N treat you like stupid gal....

he is that person that i most hate....how can still fall in love v he？

Is it he handsome....? No...! Is it he smart...? No....

Is it he is the bad guy...? YES..!

so y u still go n duli him? I really not understand with u...!

When he find u you in msn u will feel happy? He juz wan you to introduce some for he...do u noe that?

STUPID GAL....!!!

Stop to thinking he and stop contact he....please..... if you still wanna be a friend with me....

Girl..... I really so worry abt u..... STOP make me worry...!

PLzzzzz.......

love u......

Thanks Mr Sohai low chez keng

20090412 Wednesday

thanks la....Mr Low Sohai....

Wat ever they treat me not really good.....but i try my best to be good with them...

And.... today we going to pass up my final asgnmt....but i haven done yet....they oso help me to do my asgnmt...

not really noe...wat they think....

sometime very good.....but sometimes evil to me....

what can i do..?

they ask for my facebook....but i not willing to add them...coz...

I'm not sure weather they can be my real friend....or not??

Sorry, My Frendz...

20091126 Thursday

Sorry my friend...wy.... Before this we are planing to hang out in this friday geh...coz of me need to work... so this is only the chance that we can hang out also cancel jor... I'm sorry... weng yee.... I noe u are angry... but u muz noe... i'm very poor now.... if i ' m not working den i got no money... if i got no money den I cant go out with u ll or pay my internet fee... den how to hang out or chat in internet le? haiz.... i oso dono how??? choon yen come here when chirstmas,but u go to Genting jor... How? Haiz... cham la...

And i wan to exam liao... It not tym to play play liao... tis sme de subject real so hard for me....i cant understand wat tat paper write and the Lecture look lyk "look down" for me... Coz i owys dono how to d tat asgnmt....The Lecture look lyk oys unrespect me...Wtf Collage??

Shit Lecture and shit collagues....! So everthg is BUllshit!

Sorry...xin....I'm not willing yto angry you... btut sometime i real dono how to control my emotion and i real don lyk owys cant find u.... coz.... i sad... everybody can meet there boyfriend evryday... but I just cant meet you in phone... so I'm not willing to loss this chance to let us ‘pak tuo' in phone or on line...

whatever....

now we ok.... and you're sick now... I'm worry about u.... I hope i can beside take care of u....

night everyone....=)

失望

20091121 星期日

第四次了。。

我失望已经第四次了。。。

不是电话没钱就没电，在不然就电话坏了，更离谱的。。电话留在朋友的店!

我们唯一可以联络的方式就msn和电话。你现在电话留在朋友店，家里又刚好没电不能上网。唯一两个可以联络的方式都没啦！

我已经是生气和失望到。。。没话讲！

我之前已经跟你说过了～下次再弄我失望，那我就不要你了。可是。。。我也答应过你！不要在讲这些东西。。ok。。。我不说。。可是辛苦的人是我。。

为什么要决定谈恋爱？
因为要你疼我。。。

现在我得到什么？
生气，伤心，失望

我的理性和感性一直在针扎。。。

理性：我应该体谅他的，因为他也不想这样哒！
感性：身为一个女生我不需要那么折磨自己，那么一点东西，他都让我失望了，那接下来的日子要怎样走下去？难道每次都要我为他生气伤心失望中度过吗?

以前，对你100%的爱；现在50%的爱