A Christmas present i not have to receive

20091225 Friday

Yeah~Ngam Ngam come back from cinema
It already 4a.m.
Actually I need to sleep now~but i really so happy today
However just pass with a simple Christmas, but i feel very happy
I never think It just a simple Chrstmas party can make me so happy ...haha
before I think need to go oversea and celebrate Christmas with your people that u love.. only you will feel happy and won't forgetten
but....Now I know that....
before Christmas eve I go to a very simple party
just play a simple games
and with a simple present...i feel happy...

After a few day my cousin come to my house and celebrate with us~
we plain to go sing K with them
they feel shy at the first
but after that,they sing like hell
haha

yesterady c'mas eve
actually we plain to go shopping
but smtg happened with the stupid XX post office
so we cant shopping just go back home~
haiz~
but...
when i reached home
I go for toilet...
when i come out
my cousin tell me
please sign for your present...
i tot she just joke with me~but when I come out to living room~

WoW~
When i look at that~I'm so happy~It very very nice～
I love It so much

That present is a guy that love me before~
but just know how to appreciate my after...
yes..~..
that is me ex bf give it to my
when i receive that
i feel happy and sad
happy..
coz i receive a present that very nice
sad...
that people give this to me is that guy i feel
disappointed with he
&
some more i feel sad coz
where is my bf present?
a stranger can give a friendship present
ex bf can give a rose flower present
but...
where is my bf's resent？
real so disappointed with he...
why i will broke with my ex bf？
coz he make me disappointed everytime
he dono how to appreciated me
izzit this story will happen again?
I dono~

when i receive tat i mms to he...
I want to make he feel joelous...
coz before that he tel me will give a present to me...
but he don d that...
i disppointed again...
he go no respone at all...
he never feel jeolous also...
I feel disappointed and disppointed~~='(
ntg can say n ntg can do with that....
sick for that...

after that we go and watch AVATAR
real so nice movie~

/~GOOD NIGHT~/

**~~MERRY CHRISTMAS~~**