20091126 Thursday
Sorry my friend...wy.... Before this we are planing to hang out in this friday geh...coz of me need to work... so this is only the chance that we can hang out also cancel jor... I'm sorry... weng yee.... I noe u are angry... but u muz noe... i'm very poor now.... if i ' m not working den i got no money... if i got no money den I cant go out with u ll or pay my internet fee... den how to hang out or chat in internet le? haiz.... i oso dono how??? choon yen come here when chirstmas,but u go to Genting jor... How? Haiz... cham la...
And i wan to exam liao... It not tym to play play liao... tis sme de subject real so hard for me....i cant understand wat tat paper write and the Lecture look lyk "look down" for me... Coz i owys dono how to d tat asgnmt....The Lecture look lyk oys unrespect me...Wtf Collage??
Shit Lecture and shit collagues....! So everthg is BUllshit!
Sorry...xin....I'm not willing yto angry you... btut sometime i real dono how to control my emotion and i real don lyk owys cant find u.... coz.... i sad... everybody can meet there boyfriend evryday... but I just cant meet you in phone... so I'm not willing to loss this chance to let us ‘pak tuo' in phone or on line...
whatever....
now we ok.... and you're sick now... I'm worry about u.... I hope i can beside take care of u....
night everyone....=)
星期四, 十一月 26, 2009
星期日, 十一月 22, 2009
失望
20091121 星期日
第四次了。。
我失望已经第四次了。。。
不是电话没钱就没电，在不然就电话坏了，更离谱的。。电话留在朋友的店!
我们唯一可以联络的方式就msn和电话。你现在电话留在朋友店，家里又刚好没电不能上网。唯一两个可以联络的方式都没啦！
我已经是生气和失望到。。。没话讲！
我之前已经跟你说过了～下次再弄我失望，那我就不要你了。可是。。。我也答应过你！不要在讲这些东西。。ok。。。我不说。。可是辛苦的人是我。。
为什么要决定谈恋爱？
因为要你疼我。。。
现在我得到什么？
生气，伤心，失望
我的理性和感性一直在针扎。。。
理性：我应该体谅他的，因为他也不想这样哒！
感性：身为一个女生我不需要那么折磨自己，那么一点东西，他都让我失望了，那接下来的日子要怎样走下去？难道每次都要我为他生气伤心失望中度过吗?
以前，对你100%的爱；现在50%的爱
第四次了。。
我失望已经第四次了。。。
不是电话没钱就没电，在不然就电话坏了，更离谱的。。电话留在朋友的店!
我们唯一可以联络的方式就msn和电话。你现在电话留在朋友店，家里又刚好没电不能上网。唯一两个可以联络的方式都没啦！
我已经是生气和失望到。。。没话讲！
我之前已经跟你说过了～下次再弄我失望，那我就不要你了。可是。。。我也答应过你！不要在讲这些东西。。ok。。。我不说。。可是辛苦的人是我。。
为什么要决定谈恋爱？
因为要你疼我。。。
现在我得到什么？
生气，伤心，失望
我的理性和感性一直在针扎。。。
理性：我应该体谅他的，因为他也不想这样哒！
感性：身为一个女生我不需要那么折磨自己，那么一点东西，他都让我失望了，那接下来的日子要怎样走下去？难道每次都要我为他生气伤心失望中度过吗?
以前，对你100%的爱；现在50%的爱
星期五, 十一月 20, 2009
Thanks Choon Yen!
2009020 Friday
Hehe.... Thank you CY..... Thanks for help me to design my blog...It very nice...I love it...! Muakksss....
Hehe.... Thank you CY..... Thanks for help me to design my blog...It very nice...I love it...! Muakksss....
星期一, 十一月 09, 2009
星期四, 十一月 05, 2009
Why i wanna be a 'Interior Designer' ?
20091105 Thursday
Somebody asked me, Why you be a Designer? And you know "Designer" this name does not work in Malaysia.And U must prepaid after graduate you will get a risk that will be out of employer... If one day,you very lucky you get a job for some company... but you must take care all your job and handle all the thing...Can you do that??
They keep non-stop and ask that ask that question I didn't how to answer at the same time I was one's eyes looked straight and be dumb. I really dont like that feeling...
If you're my closer friend, you must know my family background.
I was born in a very unhappy family. My mum and dad keep argue everyday. They always keep fighting with each other. If you're my neighbour or relative, I"m sure you're not wiling to come to my house. Sometimes my house very desolate and sometimes very noisy...
Is it this is the environment that is suitable for child??? No...
And my family is not rich family... so we are not buy house... so we rent house for other people...Act that house is not belong to us, so we are not allow fit up or anything.... so keep simple and crude... I really dont like my house.
Now....we have a new house that is belong to us.... but have to fit up...
So now....
just give this responsibility to me!
I swear...! If I graduate smoothly, and i got money.... I want Design my house like very very grand imperial palace in this world......!!!
So that my neighbour and relative vie for seeing my imprerial palace....hahaha....!
So now.... I wan study hard....! to become a famous designer....waakakkaka...........
I WANT IT ALL....!
Somebody asked me, Why you be a Designer? And you know "Designer" this name does not work in Malaysia.And U must prepaid after graduate you will get a risk that will be out of employer... If one day,you very lucky you get a job for some company... but you must take care all your job and handle all the thing...Can you do that??
They keep non-stop and ask that ask that question I didn't how to answer at the same time I was one's eyes looked straight and be dumb. I really dont like that feeling...
If you're my closer friend, you must know my family background.
I was born in a very unhappy family. My mum and dad keep argue everyday. They always keep fighting with each other. If you're my neighbour or relative, I"m sure you're not wiling to come to my house. Sometimes my house very desolate and sometimes very noisy...
Is it this is the environment that is suitable for child??? No...
And my family is not rich family... so we are not buy house... so we rent house for other people...Act that house is not belong to us, so we are not allow fit up or anything.... so keep simple and crude... I really dont like my house.
Now....we have a new house that is belong to us.... but have to fit up...
So now....
just give this responsibility to me!
I swear...! If I graduate smoothly, and i got money.... I want Design my house like very very grand imperial palace in this world......!!!
So that my neighbour and relative vie for seeing my imprerial palace....hahaha....!
So now.... I wan study hard....! to become a famous designer....waakakkaka...........
I WANT IT ALL....!
星期日, 十一月 01, 2009
Working is equal to Boring,Agree?
20091031 Saturday
A very good Saturday morning.... i wake up with a tired body... in normal Saturday i will feel happy because i not need go to school and face somebody i hate...!
but...
In this Saturday i will feel 'sien' because I'm going to work today.... and... the important is.... I'm going to be late now.... so i need to force myself to forget about the tired and used my very 'high speed' to shower eat and make up.... haiz...just a normal work why want to make up.... hey.... I'm not like go to shopping to my friends ...okay?
After done all the thing I go to Carrefour and start my damn boring work.... when i reached there... i saw many guy is walking around...why?
cause I'm late....he he....Whatever...
I just go to my counter and take out all the thing.... and start to ask the stupid question.....
Hello miss, this is free vou.......cher....... NO! THANKS....! or NO! I don't like it...!
Haven finish my talking they already come out there beautiful hand to show me NO! Haiz.....What kind of people?? Come on.... just for free...Not need to pay...! Omg...! I really don't understand.... one pair of shoes RM10 they are going to pay, but a RM320 free voucher they not going to take...real sick...!
What can i do anything for this kind suckz poeple?? NO...
So what's gonna do for this 10 hours??? Umm... i known.... just sit in my counter, and use my beautiful eyes to see handsome guy to walk around...ha ha..really handsome la...lolz....
That'y i say....Working is equal to Boring....Bullshit...!
A very good Saturday morning.... i wake up with a tired body... in normal Saturday i will feel happy because i not need go to school and face somebody i hate...!
but...
In this Saturday i will feel 'sien' because I'm going to work today.... and... the important is.... I'm going to be late now.... so i need to force myself to forget about the tired and used my very 'high speed' to shower eat and make up.... haiz...just a normal work why want to make up.... hey.... I'm not like go to shopping to my friends ...okay?
After done all the thing I go to Carrefour and start my damn boring work.... when i reached there... i saw many guy is walking around...why?
cause I'm late....he he....Whatever...
I just go to my counter and take out all the thing.... and start to ask the stupid question.....
Hello miss, this is free vou.......cher....... NO! THANKS....! or NO! I don't like it...!
Haven finish my talking they already come out there beautiful hand to show me NO! Haiz.....What kind of people?? Come on.... just for free...Not need to pay...! Omg...! I really don't understand.... one pair of shoes RM10 they are going to pay, but a RM320 free voucher they not going to take...real sick...!
What can i do anything for this kind suckz poeple?? NO...
So what's gonna do for this 10 hours??? Umm... i known.... just sit in my counter, and use my beautiful eyes to see handsome guy to walk around...ha ha..really handsome la...lolz....
That'y i say....Working is equal to Boring....Bullshit...!
星期六, 十月 31, 2009
累啊！！
20091030 星期六
嗨。。。刚才和学院的同学去看了一场很好看，很感动的戏！！其实我真的没有钱的咯。。。然后有个男生的朋友请我看叻。。。他的女朋友听到哦即刻不爽。。。哈哈！我不懂几开心，谁叫她得罪过我啊？？该死！！ 不过我会还回给那男生的啦。。。。我就是不爽那人。。。就是要她知道我不是很好欺负的。。。。哈哈哈哈。。。
看完戏回到家都已经十一点了，再吃点东西都十二点了。。。。很累。。明天还有做工。。。
这几天的生活真的很忙很累，而且又没有钱。。。只能在家上网吧叻。。。闲到。。。
很想念xin叻。。。他睡着了。。。我真的觉得我很坏啦！每天生他的气。。。我真的觉得我不衬他，因为他太好了。。。我有很自私的，每天不让他出去和朋友喝茶。他出去我又不理他一整天，我不好啦！他生病我又不知道哦。。还要生气他哦。。。我真的很坏。。很坏。。。！又时候想他，想见他，可是我又没有什么时间和钱飞去见他。。。。惨啦。。。！没有钱就是两个字——可怜!
好啦。。。很累啊啦。。。明天还要做工。。。那我先去睡啦。。。晚安。。！
miss eu xin...muaks...
嗨。。。刚才和学院的同学去看了一场很好看，很感动的戏！！其实我真的没有钱的咯。。。然后有个男生的朋友请我看叻。。。他的女朋友听到哦即刻不爽。。。哈哈！我不懂几开心，谁叫她得罪过我啊？？该死！！ 不过我会还回给那男生的啦。。。。我就是不爽那人。。。就是要她知道我不是很好欺负的。。。。哈哈哈哈。。。
看完戏回到家都已经十一点了，再吃点东西都十二点了。。。。很累。。明天还有做工。。。
这几天的生活真的很忙很累，而且又没有钱。。。只能在家上网吧叻。。。闲到。。。
很想念xin叻。。。他睡着了。。。我真的觉得我很坏啦！每天生他的气。。。我真的觉得我不衬他，因为他太好了。。。我有很自私的，每天不让他出去和朋友喝茶。他出去我又不理他一整天，我不好啦！他生病我又不知道哦。。还要生气他哦。。。我真的很坏。。很坏。。。！又时候想他，想见他，可是我又没有什么时间和钱飞去见他。。。。惨啦。。。！没有钱就是两个字——可怜!
好啦。。。很累啊啦。。。明天还要做工。。。那我先去睡啦。。。晚安。。！
miss eu xin...muaks...
星期一, 十月 26, 2009
my pc..
20091023 Monday
Start from i think i need to learn a standard Eng,coz i"m going to use Eng to write me blog..... After format my pc.... my pc no chiness jor.....and...... i nit to pay RM30......bullshit....!
This few days realy very sien lo....Act i need to do many thg,but i lazy...... i haven go n take my undang test.... the end of this year already expired.....but i scare.....coz i if i fill again i m going to pay RM50....all my fren od got it their L licence....Fuck...!
AND.........tdy i m going to angry 1 people.....because this ppl owys go out v their fren and leave me alone.....hate it....when i wake up in morning i need to go col, afternoon i sit in the class, evening come back from col.....so i juz free at nite....but i dono somebody owys go out v he fren when i free.....then make us no more tym to chat phone or sms....Fuck off....!
Next..i very angry coz i owys very lazy to go col to face some 1 tat i don lyk,,,and nit to spent many for this bulshit subjeck"TECKNICHAl DARWING"....need to spen RM300 smtg for my short smester.....juz 2 months od spent many many money od....i nit money.....pls.....i wan work...pls....god...help me pls.....OMITOFUO.....
haiz...
really start to hate my life......
Suckz.............
Start from i think i need to learn a standard Eng,coz i"m going to use Eng to write me blog..... After format my pc.... my pc no chiness jor.....and...... i nit to pay RM30......bullshit....!
This few days realy very sien lo....Act i need to do many thg,but i lazy...... i haven go n take my undang test.... the end of this year already expired.....but i scare.....coz i if i fill again i m going to pay RM50....all my fren od got it their L licence....Fuck...!
AND.........tdy i m going to angry 1 people.....because this ppl owys go out v their fren and leave me alone.....hate it....when i wake up in morning i need to go col, afternoon i sit in the class, evening come back from col.....so i juz free at nite....but i dono somebody owys go out v he fren when i free.....then make us no more tym to chat phone or sms....Fuck off....!
Next..i very angry coz i owys very lazy to go col to face some 1 tat i don lyk,,,and nit to spent many for this bulshit subjeck"TECKNICHAl DARWING"....need to spen RM300 smtg for my short smester.....juz 2 months od spent many many money od....i nit money.....pls.....i wan work...pls....god...help me pls.....OMITOFUO.....
haiz...
really start to hate my life......
Suckz.............
星期五, 十月 23, 2009
Cries in a DISTANCE ! nice song
Cries in a distance
Cant stop the trembleIm just awaiting my turn
Hiding will neverSave me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why wont you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someones dad or momSister brother and son
No noAll I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore I fall I callI crawl
Cant stop the trembleIm just awaiting my turn
Hiding will neverSave me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why wont you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someones dad or momSister brother and son
No noAll I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore I fall I callI crawl
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