Why i wanna be a 'Interior Designer' ?

20091105 Thursday


Somebody asked me, Why you be a Designer? And you know "Designer" this name does not work in Malaysia.And U must prepaid after graduate you will get a risk that will be out of employer... If one day,you very lucky you get a job for some company... but you must take care all your job and handle all the thing...Can you do that??

They keep non-stop and ask that ask that question I didn't how to answer at the same time I was one's eyes looked straight and be dumb. I really dont like that feeling...

If you're my closer friend, you must know my family background.

I was born in a very unhappy family. My mum and dad keep argue everyday. They always keep fighting with each other. If you're my neighbour or relative, I"m sure you're not wiling to come to my house. Sometimes my house very desolate and sometimes very noisy...

Is it this is the environment that is suitable for child??? No...

And my family is not rich family... so we are not buy house... so we rent house for other people...Act that house is not belong to us, so we are not allow fit up or anything.... so keep simple and crude... I really dont like my house.

Now....we have a new house that is belong to us.... but have to fit up...

So now....

just give this responsibility to me!

I swear...! If I graduate smoothly, and i got money.... I want Design my house like very very grand imperial palace in this world......!!!

So that my neighbour and relative vie for seeing my imprerial palace....hahaha....!

So now.... I wan study hard....! to become a famous designer....waakakkaka...........


















I WANT IT ALL....!