2009020 Friday
Hehe.... Thank you CY..... Thanks for help me to design my blog...It very nice...I love it...! Muakksss....
星期五, 十一月 20, 2009
星期一, 十一月 09, 2009
星期四, 十一月 05, 2009
Why i wanna be a 'Interior Designer' ?
20091105 Thursday
Somebody asked me, Why you be a Designer? And you know "Designer" this name does not work in Malaysia.And U must prepaid after graduate you will get a risk that will be out of employer... If one day,you very lucky you get a job for some company... but you must take care all your job and handle all the thing...Can you do that??
They keep non-stop and ask that ask that question I didn't how to answer at the same time I was one's eyes looked straight and be dumb. I really dont like that feeling...
If you're my closer friend, you must know my family background.
I was born in a very unhappy family. My mum and dad keep argue everyday. They always keep fighting with each other. If you're my neighbour or relative, I"m sure you're not wiling to come to my house. Sometimes my house very desolate and sometimes very noisy...
Is it this is the environment that is suitable for child??? No...
And my family is not rich family... so we are not buy house... so we rent house for other people...Act that house is not belong to us, so we are not allow fit up or anything.... so keep simple and crude... I really dont like my house.
Now....we have a new house that is belong to us.... but have to fit up...
So now....
just give this responsibility to me!
I swear...! If I graduate smoothly, and i got money.... I want Design my house like very very grand imperial palace in this world......!!!
So that my neighbour and relative vie for seeing my imprerial palace....hahaha....!
So now.... I wan study hard....! to become a famous designer....waakakkaka...........




I WANT IT ALL....!
Somebody asked me, Why you be a Designer? And you know "Designer" this name does not work in Malaysia.And U must prepaid after graduate you will get a risk that will be out of employer... If one day,you very lucky you get a job for some company... but you must take care all your job and handle all the thing...Can you do that??
They keep non-stop and ask that ask that question I didn't how to answer at the same time I was one's eyes looked straight and be dumb. I really dont like that feeling...
If you're my closer friend, you must know my family background.
I was born in a very unhappy family. My mum and dad keep argue everyday. They always keep fighting with each other. If you're my neighbour or relative, I"m sure you're not wiling to come to my house. Sometimes my house very desolate and sometimes very noisy...
Is it this is the environment that is suitable for child??? No...
And my family is not rich family... so we are not buy house... so we rent house for other people...Act that house is not belong to us, so we are not allow fit up or anything.... so keep simple and crude... I really dont like my house.
Now....we have a new house that is belong to us.... but have to fit up...
So now....
just give this responsibility to me!
I swear...! If I graduate smoothly, and i got money.... I want Design my house like very very grand imperial palace in this world......!!!
So that my neighbour and relative vie for seeing my imprerial palace....hahaha....!
So now.... I wan study hard....! to become a famous designer....waakakkaka...........




I WANT IT ALL....!
星期日, 十一月 01, 2009
Working is equal to Boring,Agree?
20091031 Saturday
A very good Saturday morning.... i wake up with a tired body... in normal Saturday i will feel happy because i not need go to school and face somebody i hate...!
but...
In this Saturday i will feel 'sien' because I'm going to work today.... and... the important is.... I'm going to be late now.... so i need to force myself to forget about the tired and used my very 'high speed' to shower eat and make up.... haiz...just a normal work why want to make up.... hey.... I'm not like go to shopping to my friends ...okay?
After done all the thing I go to Carrefour and start my damn boring work.... when i reached there... i saw many guy is walking around...why?
cause I'm late....he he....Whatever...
I just go to my counter and take out all the thing.... and start to ask the stupid question.....
Hello miss, this is free vou.......cher....... NO! THANKS....! or NO! I don't like it...!
Haven finish my talking they already come out there beautiful hand to show me NO! Haiz.....What kind of people?? Come on.... just for free...Not need to pay...! Omg...! I really don't understand.... one pair of shoes RM10 they are going to pay, but a RM320 free voucher they not going to take...real sick...!
What can i do anything for this kind suckz poeple?? NO...
So what's gonna do for this 10 hours??? Umm... i known.... just sit in my counter, and use my beautiful eyes to see handsome guy to walk around...ha ha..really handsome la...lolz....
That'y i say....Working is equal to Boring....Bullshit...!
A very good Saturday morning.... i wake up with a tired body... in normal Saturday i will feel happy because i not need go to school and face somebody i hate...!
but...
In this Saturday i will feel 'sien' because I'm going to work today.... and... the important is.... I'm going to be late now.... so i need to force myself to forget about the tired and used my very 'high speed' to shower eat and make up.... haiz...just a normal work why want to make up.... hey.... I'm not like go to shopping to my friends ...okay?
After done all the thing I go to Carrefour and start my damn boring work.... when i reached there... i saw many guy is walking around...why?
cause I'm late....he he....Whatever...
I just go to my counter and take out all the thing.... and start to ask the stupid question.....
Hello miss, this is free vou.......cher....... NO! THANKS....! or NO! I don't like it...!
Haven finish my talking they already come out there beautiful hand to show me NO! Haiz.....What kind of people?? Come on.... just for free...Not need to pay...! Omg...! I really don't understand.... one pair of shoes RM10 they are going to pay, but a RM320 free voucher they not going to take...real sick...!
What can i do anything for this kind suckz poeple?? NO...
So what's gonna do for this 10 hours??? Umm... i known.... just sit in my counter, and use my beautiful eyes to see handsome guy to walk around...ha ha..really handsome la...lolz....
That'y i say....Working is equal to Boring....Bullshit...!
星期六, 十月 31, 2009
累啊!!
20091030 星期六
嗨。。。刚才和学院的同学去看了一场很好看,很感动的戏!!其实我真的没有钱的咯。。。然后有个男生的朋友请我看叻。。。他的女朋友听到哦即刻不爽。。。哈哈!我不懂几开心,谁叫她得罪过我啊??该死!! 不过我会还回给那男生的啦。。。。我就是不爽那人。。。就是要她知道我不是很好欺负的。。。。哈哈哈哈。。。
看完戏回到家都已经十一点了,再吃点东西都十二点了。。。。很累。。明天还有做工。。。
这几天的生活真的很忙很累,而且又没有钱。。。只能在家上网吧叻。。。闲到。。。
很想念xin叻。。。他睡着了。。。我真的觉得我很坏啦!每天生他的气。。。我真的觉得我不衬他,因为他太好了。。。我有很自私的,每天不让他出去和朋友喝茶。他出去我又不理他一整天,我不好啦!他生病我又不知道哦。。还要生气他哦。。。我真的很坏。。很坏。。。!又时候想他,想见他,可是我又没有什么时间和钱飞去见他。。。。惨啦。。。!没有钱就是两个字——可怜!
好啦。。。很累啊啦。。。明天还要做工。。。那我先去睡啦。。。晚安。。!
miss eu xin...muaks...
嗨。。。刚才和学院的同学去看了一场很好看,很感动的戏!!其实我真的没有钱的咯。。。然后有个男生的朋友请我看叻。。。他的女朋友听到哦即刻不爽。。。哈哈!我不懂几开心,谁叫她得罪过我啊??该死!! 不过我会还回给那男生的啦。。。。我就是不爽那人。。。就是要她知道我不是很好欺负的。。。。哈哈哈哈。。。
看完戏回到家都已经十一点了,再吃点东西都十二点了。。。。很累。。明天还有做工。。。
这几天的生活真的很忙很累,而且又没有钱。。。只能在家上网吧叻。。。闲到。。。
很想念xin叻。。。他睡着了。。。我真的觉得我很坏啦!每天生他的气。。。我真的觉得我不衬他,因为他太好了。。。我有很自私的,每天不让他出去和朋友喝茶。他出去我又不理他一整天,我不好啦!他生病我又不知道哦。。还要生气他哦。。。我真的很坏。。很坏。。。!又时候想他,想见他,可是我又没有什么时间和钱飞去见他。。。。惨啦。。。!没有钱就是两个字——可怜!
好啦。。。很累啊啦。。。明天还要做工。。。那我先去睡啦。。。晚安。。!
miss eu xin...muaks...
星期一, 十月 26, 2009
my pc..
20091023 Monday
Start from i think i need to learn a standard Eng,coz i"m going to use Eng to write me blog..... After format my pc.... my pc no chiness jor.....and...... i nit to pay RM30......bullshit....!
This few days realy very sien lo....Act i need to do many thg,but i lazy...... i haven go n take my undang test.... the end of this year already expired.....but i scare.....coz i if i fill again i m going to pay RM50....all my fren od got it their L licence....Fuck...!
AND.........tdy i m going to angry 1 people.....because this ppl owys go out v their fren and leave me alone.....hate it....when i wake up in morning i need to go col, afternoon i sit in the class, evening come back from col.....so i juz free at nite....but i dono somebody owys go out v he fren when i free.....then make us no more tym to chat phone or sms....Fuck off....!
Next..i very angry coz i owys very lazy to go col to face some 1 tat i don lyk,,,and nit to spent many for this bulshit subjeck"TECKNICHAl DARWING"....need to spen RM300 smtg for my short smester.....juz 2 months od spent many many money od....i nit money.....pls.....i wan work...pls....god...help me pls.....OMITOFUO.....
haiz...
really start to hate my life......
Suckz.............
Start from i think i need to learn a standard Eng,coz i"m going to use Eng to write me blog..... After format my pc.... my pc no chiness jor.....and...... i nit to pay RM30......bullshit....!
This few days realy very sien lo....Act i need to do many thg,but i lazy...... i haven go n take my undang test.... the end of this year already expired.....but i scare.....coz i if i fill again i m going to pay RM50....all my fren od got it their L licence....Fuck...!
AND.........tdy i m going to angry 1 people.....because this ppl owys go out v their fren and leave me alone.....hate it....when i wake up in morning i need to go col, afternoon i sit in the class, evening come back from col.....so i juz free at nite....but i dono somebody owys go out v he fren when i free.....then make us no more tym to chat phone or sms....Fuck off....!
Next..i very angry coz i owys very lazy to go col to face some 1 tat i don lyk,,,and nit to spent many for this bulshit subjeck"TECKNICHAl DARWING"....need to spen RM300 smtg for my short smester.....juz 2 months od spent many many money od....i nit money.....pls.....i wan work...pls....god...help me pls.....OMITOFUO.....
haiz...
really start to hate my life......
Suckz.............
星期五, 十月 23, 2009
Cries in a DISTANCE ! nice song
Cries in a distance
Cant stop the trembleIm just awaiting my turn
Hiding will neverSave me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why wont you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someones dad or momSister brother and son
No noAll I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore I fall I callI crawl
Cant stop the trembleIm just awaiting my turn
Hiding will neverSave me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why wont you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someones dad or momSister brother and son
No noAll I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore I fall I callI crawl
咳
20091023 星期五
终于可以sign in 我的blog了....最近真的发生了很多是....根家人吵架....真的很生气...很伤心...
不知道是不是我的问题?我只是把我的忍了很就的东西说出来而已....我真的不知道为什么都是我的错?可以有一次是我对的吗?真的很讨厌你们!
嗨~~不要说你们了!
最近都有很多不开心的是发生....!如就算真的很不开心,如果偶尔可以和朋友见面吐一下苦水那该多好?接下来的日子会更少机会见面了~嗨~真的很想见她们...很辛苦嘞.....
不过就算怎样辛苦她们也是在KL,还有机会....还有些朋友是在东马...那不是惨上加惨?
好像春燕我也很久没有根她谈天了...他看起来比我还要忙....
那个ian更死...直接在facebook上blok料我...需不需要酱啊?一看到我在facebook上写根新一起就blok我?? (话晒都海盘要yat cheong啦~晒嘸晒甘啊??)
讲到新就伤心,不过是我自己选的,没办法...朋友也根我说过啊~可是我真的中招了(拉吔)真的喜欢上...(bo bian)...他在那们远,要见他是要等半年的叻...可怜到~我又没有passport!
他真的很好,他对我比那个ex好上十倍百倍....真的很爱他....谢谢你....!
那个人每天在那边打扰我!真的很讨厌他咯!昨天叫新打电话去给那人,叫他不要再烦我了,结果我的新真的是好人到跑去答他的问题~气到!把那018的卡弄坏了!嘻嘻~没有人再烦我啦!yeah~~
好啦~不说啦~都2:30了~
晚安~~
很想念你们全部!:'(
终于可以sign in 我的blog了....最近真的发生了很多是....根家人吵架....真的很生气...很伤心...
不知道是不是我的问题?我只是把我的忍了很就的东西说出来而已....我真的不知道为什么都是我的错?可以有一次是我对的吗?真的很讨厌你们!
嗨~~不要说你们了!
最近都有很多不开心的是发生....!如就算真的很不开心,如果偶尔可以和朋友见面吐一下苦水那该多好?接下来的日子会更少机会见面了~嗨~真的很想见她们...很辛苦嘞.....
不过就算怎样辛苦她们也是在KL,还有机会....还有些朋友是在东马...那不是惨上加惨?
好像春燕我也很久没有根她谈天了...他看起来比我还要忙....
那个ian更死...直接在facebook上blok料我...需不需要酱啊?一看到我在facebook上写根新一起就blok我?? (话晒都海盘要yat cheong啦~晒嘸晒甘啊??)
讲到新就伤心,不过是我自己选的,没办法...朋友也根我说过啊~可是我真的中招了(拉吔)真的喜欢上...(bo bian)...他在那们远,要见他是要等半年的叻...可怜到~我又没有passport!
他真的很好,他对我比那个ex好上十倍百倍....真的很爱他....谢谢你....!
那个人每天在那边打扰我!真的很讨厌他咯!昨天叫新打电话去给那人,叫他不要再烦我了,结果我的新真的是好人到跑去答他的问题~气到!把那018的卡弄坏了!嘻嘻~没有人再烦我啦!yeah~~
好啦~不说啦~都2:30了~
晚安~~
很想念你们全部!:'(
星期二, 十月 06, 2009
想放弃....能吗?
20091006 星期二
真的很辛苦,不想再酱下去了!
很想停止一切....可以吗? 我不想再读书了.....我不再面对那班我很讨厌的学校敌人....!自私....心机又重到要死!真的很讨厌妳!
现在又要整三百多块的东西....只是第二个sme就酱了....那接下来我不是破产?
怎么办?谁能帮我?
我可以停止一切吗?停了以后我应该怎样?我人生还能怎样?为什么做人就这么辛苦呢?可不可以轻松点?
真的很辛苦,不想再酱下去了!
很想停止一切....可以吗? 我不想再读书了.....我不再面对那班我很讨厌的学校敌人....!自私....心机又重到要死!真的很讨厌妳!
现在又要整三百多块的东西....只是第二个sme就酱了....那接下来我不是破产?
怎么办?谁能帮我?
我可以停止一切吗?停了以后我应该怎样?我人生还能怎样?为什么做人就这么辛苦呢?可不可以轻松点?
星期日, 十月 04, 2009
我不会在再想你们这些"废物"拿钱!
20091004 星期日
死废材!! 我恨死你们!! 你没有资格当人家的父母!! 去死拉你们!!
从我16岁以来就没有根你拿过钱,不代表你就不用尽你父母亲的责任!! 我每次根你拿钱你就骂我!神经病!!当什么人家的妈妈....?
我讨厌"你"很多很多年了...是你不知道而已....!
根你吵架你就不用给我钱啊?那你去死啦!!做什么男人?不用做啦!
做到你们的女儿真是"写小"!! FUCK!!
以上的辩论只纯粹发泄!!若有任何不满,请多包涵!!
死废材!! 我恨死你们!! 你没有资格当人家的父母!! 去死拉你们!!
从我16岁以来就没有根你拿过钱,不代表你就不用尽你父母亲的责任!! 我每次根你拿钱你就骂我!神经病!!当什么人家的妈妈....?
我讨厌"你"很多很多年了...是你不知道而已....!
根你吵架你就不用给我钱啊?那你去死啦!!做什么男人?不用做啦!
做到你们的女儿真是"写小"!! FUCK!!
以上的辩论只纯粹发泄!!若有任何不满,请多包涵!!
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