Spent A lots money for my CNY again

今年的新年还以为会回乡下
买了很多漂亮的衣服
还以为可以在亲戚们面前show off下的

结果，
妈咪说不要回
害我买了这么多的衣服在家摆

年初一
外套一件 cotton on 的（RM69.00)
花裙 boutique (rm39)
腰带 boutique (rm27)

年初二
雪纺衫 sungai wang (rm49.90)
长裤 boutique (rm42)
打底白背心 kitchen (rm9.90)
腰带 sungai wang ( rm19.90)
复古连 kitchan (rm29.90)

年初三
短 T-shirt cotton on (rm15)
打底白背心 mango (rm29)
Jeans Uniqlo (rm139.90)
手饰 sungai wang (rm18)

年初四
t-shirt boutique (rm 30)
T-shirt one-U Padini (rm24.50)
短裤 one-U P&Co (rm98.10)

化妆品 watson kate (rm38.90)
假睫毛 watson Dolly (rm20)
包鞋 pavilion nose (rm79.90)
凉鞋 sungai wang (rm49.90)

猜下都少钱了？
OMG!!!
刚刚好 RM829.80... $_$凸 $_$Y
傻掉了～～

Bad Eng!!

I'm sorry my friend...
I hope you can understand my English...
haha XDXD

给表姐的留言～

你的笑容也是最甜美的，不要因为某些人情绪低弱。你有我这个表妹，我们住在一起四年了！一起玩，一起闹，虽然我们分开住好多年了，可是我不想看见你情绪低弱的样子。。记得要笑！而且要开开心心的笑～～！！=D

Clubbing Night.....!!

Wuhooo.....
HAPPY~HAPPY~ ^^

go Clubbing yesterday night with Weeng Yee n her friend
Celebrate Pui Yee's Birthday...
ha ha...
It's Fucking happy like hell....
I never feel before...

I m drunk
I Sleeping On the road...

OMG!!!!
That really is me??
I'm really DRUNK....
I'm really FISH.....
Bullshit~~

Anyway,
It really happy n relax...
I <3 this feel except vomit~~~
FUCK!!!!!!

阿嫲离开我的100天

过了12点,就是我婆婆过世100天了,真的不敢相信婆婆真的离开了..
她离开家的那一天,我考试没有送她...我真的真的很遗憾...
再听到她去世的那一刻,我简直不敢相信,可是我的心顿时感到很痛...眼泪直接留了下来...
我不孝!!!!
在她走的那一刻,我没有在她的床边,我没有!!!!
我恨自己!! 为什么我如此的不孝?!!
那是我最疼最疼的婆婆,我很爱她...
我怎么可以这样?!
我很自责,再她离开的时候我又不在她身边...
为什么???!!!!!

在我潜意识里,还以为婆婆还在,可是是假的,她真的走了,真的离开我了...
她不会再回来;不会再骂我;不会再问我吃得饱吗? 不会...
她真的真的....走了... 我必须接受这个残忍的事实.. !!
我爱她,会把这份爱永远埋在心中...希望她在另一个天堂过得很好很好....
阿嫲... 阿娴不能再孝顺你了.... 再见..!!

请问我活着为了什么?

我真的觉得自己很逊呃~
做每样事情都做不好!
请问我有那件事做到100%??
没有~真的没有~T.T
很累!真的很累!不知道为了什么~

读书有不懂自己为了什么才读?
每天只是浑浑"勒勒"的,
人家永远比我快,
我完全没有概念该怎么做
我为了什么哈?
我是不是应该停止一切?

我不想再读了...T.T

No title~~

It has been long long~~ tym no update my blog od..
coz i dono what to say...

somwtym when I wan to update my wall,
i m sad or when i was anrgying,
but,
no mood !!

OMg

I really so suffer right now!!
i got a lot of assignment haven finish,
every week got 5 assignment,
but forever cant finish it...

cause of assignment i cant go anywhere and i cant relax
now my life juz can do this...
go col and stay at home do my assignment

and,
the final is coming soon
I m so scare

i still haven finish all my assignment
and
i still don understand with the Autocad
OMG!
i am going to die soon...

who can help me???
NObody can help me man!!

I am so scare...
everyday also nit to force myself to do that assignment
make me feel feed-up with INTERIOR DESIGN already..FUCK!

So How?!:(

finally~~

I m so pity now!!!
my home cant online od....
so i terpaksa nit to go oldtown n borrow oldtown wifi to online..(appreciate it!!)

yay~~ i m so affraid..
coz next next wednesday, i m going to take my driving test~~
i m so scare..
somebody can wish me gud luck..plsss...

yay~~ i m so hate tat stupid girl..
tat day i was post it in my blog talking a girl
is very LC got a nice car n don k other feeling...
n i was promise i won go out v her...Rmb..??
Yeah!!
i did it...
tat day she is date my on ths saturdat to celebrate my frendz's birthday
(I don k abt her, andd i noe can b a evil girl..So pround~~)
n den she is asking me watch tat movie" Alice in wonderland"
ha ha....I M sorry..i watched v my best frend od lor...
stupid girl...!!
don say sry after u hurt tat person..
n u not nit to say sry...
tat person nit to say sorry is me..
coz i promise i WON forgive u agen..!!
PROMISE !!!

and i miss last year geh today...
tat tym is my ns nightmare...( tat tym i noe is my nightmare start..lolz)
but after 1 year~~ today...I appreciate it...
coz,
if no ns...
i don have a chance to noe each other.. (my lovely best freadz n my dar...agree v me??)
So now i really appreciate it~~~

For My NS frendz:

"Thank u all giving me a good memory,
and hope v can meet each other,
whatever u far away fromme but,
our heart is stick together od...
LOvE U alL...
mUaKsSs...(:"

Sick~~

It getting late now!!
I m so suffer
coz sick~~

haiz....
Xin is not "sek" me od...
I can feel it....
fever n feel pening~~
but it nobody k abt me :(

haiz...he recently make me feel sad n disappointed!!

OMG!! I m so suffer~~