阿嫲离开我的100天

过了12点,就是我婆婆过世100天了,真的不敢相信婆婆真的离开了..
她离开家的那一天,我考试没有送她...我真的真的很遗憾...
再听到她去世的那一刻,我简直不敢相信,可是我的心顿时感到很痛...眼泪直接留了下来...
我不孝!!!!
在她走的那一刻,我没有在她的床边,我没有!!!!
我恨自己!! 为什么我如此的不孝?!!
那是我最疼最疼的婆婆,我很爱她...
我怎么可以这样?!
我很自责,再她离开的时候我又不在她身边...
为什么???!!!!!

在我潜意识里,还以为婆婆还在,可是是假的,她真的走了,真的离开我了...
她不会再回来;不会再骂我;不会再问我吃得饱吗? 不会...
她真的真的....走了... 我必须接受这个残忍的事实.. !!
我爱她,会把这份爱永远埋在心中...希望她在另一个天堂过得很好很好....
阿嫲... 阿娴不能再孝顺你了.... 再见..!!

请问我活着为了什么?

我真的觉得自己很逊呃~
做每样事情都做不好!
请问我有那件事做到100%??
没有~真的没有~T.T
很累!真的很累!不知道为了什么~

读书有不懂自己为了什么才读?
每天只是浑浑"勒勒"的,
人家永远比我快,
我完全没有概念该怎么做
我为了什么哈?
我是不是应该停止一切?

我不想再读了...T.T

No title~~

It has been long long~~ tym no update my blog od..
coz i dono what to say...

somwtym when I wan to update my wall,
i m sad or when i was anrgying,
but,
no mood !!

OMg

I really so suffer right now!!
i got a lot of assignment haven finish,
every week got 5 assignment,
but forever cant finish it...

cause of assignment i cant go anywhere and i cant relax
now my life juz can do this...
go col and stay at home do my assignment

and,
the final is coming soon
I m so scare

i still haven finish all my assignment
and
i still don understand with the Autocad
OMG!
i am going to die soon...

who can help me???
NObody can help me man!!

I am so scare...
everyday also nit to force myself to do that assignment
make me feel feed-up with INTERIOR DESIGN already..FUCK!

So How?!:(

finally~~

I m so pity now!!!
my home cant online od....
so i terpaksa nit to go oldtown n borrow oldtown wifi to online..(appreciate it!!)

yay~~ i m so affraid..
coz next next wednesday, i m going to take my driving test~~
i m so scare..
somebody can wish me gud luck..plsss...

yay~~ i m so hate tat stupid girl..
tat day i was post it in my blog talking a girl
is very LC got a nice car n don k other feeling...
n i was promise i won go out v her...Rmb..??
Yeah!!
i did it...
tat day she is date my on ths saturdat to celebrate my frendz's birthday
(I don k abt her, andd i noe can b a evil girl..So pround~~)
n den she is asking me watch tat movie" Alice in wonderland"
ha ha....I M sorry..i watched v my best frend od lor...
stupid girl...!!
don say sry after u hurt tat person..
n u not nit to say sry...
tat person nit to say sorry is me..
coz i promise i WON forgive u agen..!!
PROMISE !!!

and i miss last year geh today...
tat tym is my ns nightmare...( tat tym i noe is my nightmare start..lolz)
but after 1 year~~ today...I appreciate it...
coz,
if no ns...
i don have a chance to noe each other.. (my lovely best freadz n my dar...agree v me??)
So now i really appreciate it~~~

For My NS frendz:

"Thank u all giving me a good memory,
and hope v can meet each other,
whatever u far away fromme but,
our heart is stick together od...
LOvE U alL...
mUaKsSs...(:"

Sick~~

It getting late now!!
I m so suffer
coz sick~~

haiz....
Xin is not "sek" me od...
I can feel it....
fever n feel pening~~
but it nobody k abt me :(

haiz...he recently make me feel sad n disappointed!!

OMG!! I m so suffer~~

讨厌赌博

我这一生人，
最讨厌就是人家赌博
不管你大赌小赌
你就是赌
别在我面前讲借口！
就算你中了又怎样？
之前你所赌的钱都输去哪里？

第二我最讨厌的就是
答应了人家又忘记
又问我生气什么？
去死啦！！

不会有下次

什么态度啊？
你有车，会驾车
就可以将串的啊？？

妈的！！
你不用再想我会跟你出去！
你也不要再来我的家！
谢谢！！

讲得出！做得到！

bore....life....

I wan watch movie....
but not free and nobody acompany me..
so sad...:(

y i feel i m so lonely..
i got no fren geh??

they all keep busy n busy..
but i dono they got lie o not...ha ha...
wat happen to me arh??

got fren but look lyk transparent...
got bf "hou ci mou" bf...
y my life is veru bore geh??

when i online
it ntg to c..
juz facebook , msn n youtube n ntg..

assignmenttt~~

it very getting busy recently..
after cny i got a lot of assignment..

5 A3 size paper work,
1 power pont,
1 study model,
1 presentation.

Waw!! so many lo
feel wanna die soon... ha ha..

Actually i dono who got view my blog...
feel lyk nobody is view my blog..
but never mind... i still will upgrade till 1 day i forgot the password..
ha ha..

now i using my sis geh streamyx to online..
feel smooth..
so happy..
i terminate my celcom od..
so tat u not see me f**k celcom again..ha ha
but i still dono which is the best for me to online..

Celcom... bad network n sooo expensive
P1... bad network for my coverage n very expensive
Streamyx...Good network..but i nit to open 1 more line oni tat can use straymx...so no money...
Mxis.. still dono how about the servious... but is quite more cheap compaire to celcom...

so i really pening... any reccommed for me??
cheap n nice....