~有一个人~
~喜欢一个女生~
~再喜欢另一个女生~
~再再喜欢另另一个女生~
~再再再喜欢另另另一个女生~
~再再再再喜欢另另另另一个女生~
~很快的~
~又没了感觉~
~每次他想起上一段的感情时~
~心就会莫明其妙的痛了起来~
~那算不算花心?~
星期二, 九月 08, 2009
星期四, 九月 03, 2009
my relative!
20090904 Thursday
Haiz....after 25 days i need to go back and facing my cousin...actually it is very happy geh....but don't know why my relative is really sick person!! Why in there mind realy tradisional geh???
Maybe coz they live in rural area,so they really not cilivization....they really superficial...but in there mind they think they are very nice and perfect person but is among there kumpung la...
So sad to facing them~`
Why all my friend relative is very close and me exactly barries of communication with my cousin.... Even my friend or best more closer with them...fuck!
Sad la...
Haiz....after 25 days i need to go back and facing my cousin...actually it is very happy geh....but don't know why my relative is really sick person!! Why in there mind realy tradisional geh???
Maybe coz they live in rural area,so they really not cilivization....they really superficial...but in there mind they think they are very nice and perfect person but is among there kumpung la...
So sad to facing them~`
Why all my friend relative is very close and me exactly barries of communication with my cousin.... Even my friend or best more closer with them...fuck!
Sad la...
星期一, 八月 31, 2009
yes...mum!!
20090831 Monday
Today i want be a very ability person...bcuz today i m going to tell you all my english is very very very geng!!!.....because before this i don't use english,i scare when you all look at my blog will lauging while reading...but i want change myself already... i want show off my english is very good!!
wakaka....sohai...!!!
My story strat now! Prepaid to laugh at me lah...!!
Sometimes what my mum said is really happen geh lo....!
Before this my mum say this colleges is not suitable for you...coz is too far...N oso not famous ! Now is really happen~ but everything is toooo late...! huh...
And one thing my mum said 'Interior Design' is really hard to fing job! i know what my mum say it will happen,but i got no choice liao...bcuz i really lyk this coarse....an jua ler!?
When i couple with my ex boyfriend,she told me..you won't with this guy very long time geh...So now i already break with he..wakaka!!
My mum really very geng...coz she know how to tai xiong....(means you look at the people face that already know there individual character) Wow! So magical...it is?
Hahaha....I really believe tai xiong even I m 'very very youth and beautiful girl'...hahaha....so hai...!
My exam is very near...but I still sit in front my computer and using my stupid broken english to discrub my stupid life....!hehe...
when i using english to write my blog..in my mind was thinking stef ... because she also using english in her blog... only the way I can know what happening from her....really very miss them....feel wanna cry now....because we are very far now!! Dono Choon Yen...Stef...Weng Yee...Pei wen...doing what...is it the same feeling with me...missing each other???
I don't know....
Miss u all... muaks....
Love...hugs....yen...stef...yee...mum...
Today i want be a very ability person...bcuz today i m going to tell you all my english is very very very geng!!!.....because before this i don't use english,i scare when you all look at my blog will lauging while reading...but i want change myself already... i want show off my english is very good!!
wakaka....sohai...!!!
My story strat now! Prepaid to laugh at me lah...!!
Sometimes what my mum said is really happen geh lo....!
Before this my mum say this colleges is not suitable for you...coz is too far...N oso not famous ! Now is really happen~ but everything is toooo late...! huh...
And one thing my mum said 'Interior Design' is really hard to fing job! i know what my mum say it will happen,but i got no choice liao...bcuz i really lyk this coarse....an jua ler!?
When i couple with my ex boyfriend,she told me..you won't with this guy very long time geh...So now i already break with he..wakaka!!
My mum really very geng...coz she know how to tai xiong....(means you look at the people face that already know there individual character) Wow! So magical...it is?
Hahaha....I really believe tai xiong even I m 'very very youth and beautiful girl'...hahaha....so hai...!
My exam is very near...but I still sit in front my computer and using my stupid broken english to discrub my stupid life....!hehe...
when i using english to write my blog..in my mind was thinking stef ... because she also using english in her blog... only the way I can know what happening from her....really very miss them....feel wanna cry now....because we are very far now!! Dono Choon Yen...Stef...Weng Yee...Pei wen...doing what...is it the same feeling with me...missing each other???
I don't know....
Miss u all... muaks....
Love...hugs....yen...stef...yee...mum...
星期一, 八月 24, 2009
COPY CAT!!!!!!!!!!
20090824星期日
妈的鸡白!!有够讨厌一下的咯!!
学我做么??人家弄卷头发,你又学!!!!COPY CAT!!!
还要厚脸皮到~~~跑来根我讲多多....扮可怜...给人刁啦你!!!
CHEAP 精!!!!!
酱喜欢贴佬...贴卖你的大床啦笨!!!傻害!!!
“黄族家傻害族里的奇异人”
妈的鸡白!!有够讨厌一下的咯!!
学我做么??人家弄卷头发,你又学!!!!COPY CAT!!!
还要厚脸皮到~~~跑来根我讲多多....扮可怜...给人刁啦你!!!
CHEAP 精!!!!!
酱喜欢贴佬...贴卖你的大床啦笨!!!傻害!!!
“黄族家傻害族里的奇异人”
星期二, 八月 11, 2009
发现自己喜欢一个不适合的人
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前几天有一个曾经我喜欢过的人,突然找我。。。很开心！
和他谈天，知道原来他有个交往一年的女朋友，可是在一个月前分啦！我听到。。很惊讶。。。！从没听他说过。
我自忍我是一个很敏感的人，有人喜不喜欢我，我感觉到。。。可是他。。。我不能！
我自认我真的很蠢！竟然在他面前说了一些很笨蛋的话！
后悔~
想念他~可以告诉他吗？？
我不敢~！
我从来没试过主动表白。
前几天有一个曾经我喜欢过的人,突然找我。。。很开心！
和他谈天，知道原来他有个交往一年的女朋友，可是在一个月前分啦！我听到。。很惊讶。。。！从没听他说过。
我自忍我是一个很敏感的人，有人喜不喜欢我，我感觉到。。。可是他。。。我不能！
我自认我真的很蠢！竟然在他面前说了一些很笨蛋的话！
后悔~
想念他~可以告诉他吗？？
我不敢~！
我从来没试过主动表白。
星期五, 八月 07, 2009
天气
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今天早上起床…听见雨声。。。本来面目使应该很开心的。。。因为可以在冷冷的天气里听见小雨声，赖在床上应该会觉得好幸福吧。。。心情也会变得很好。。！
可是。。。
今天有上课,我必须冒着雨去上课...可怜！
嗨~
必须赶快出门买把小雨伞才行。
到了地铁站~
天还是阴沉沉的,整个地铁站冷冷清清的,不到二十个人在地铁站里,这样的情景又让我再次的感觉到自己好寂寞。。。所有的朋友都在不同的地方。。没人陪我！
不过。。。
我依然有点安然的感觉~致少不止是我一人孤单~因为天好象也和我一样~正等待着某个人来安慰自己~鼓励自己~天....是为我而哭吗?我好想问问上天~ 我应该如何是好? 哭来发泄??逃避?? 我...不知道..!!
在地铁里我想了很多无畏的东西，我到底为了什么生活？自己？家人？别人？甚至是别人的眼光？如果是自己，那为什么我要做个选择都难？如果是家人，我和她们吵架了。别人？都有很多人不在意我是否存在。
也许我不知道！因为我没有了自我~~
感觉自己寂寞好想恋爱，可是没人爱我。我爱的人有了爱人，放弃爱他，也许我做到！！
再寻找一个真心爱我，肯听我说心事，了解我的人，有吗？在那里？
今天早上起床…听见雨声。。。本来面目使应该很开心的。。。因为可以在冷冷的天气里听见小雨声，赖在床上应该会觉得好幸福吧。。。心情也会变得很好。。！
可是。。。
今天有上课,我必须冒着雨去上课...可怜！
嗨~
必须赶快出门买把小雨伞才行。
到了地铁站~
天还是阴沉沉的,整个地铁站冷冷清清的,不到二十个人在地铁站里,这样的情景又让我再次的感觉到自己好寂寞。。。所有的朋友都在不同的地方。。没人陪我！
不过。。。
我依然有点安然的感觉~致少不止是我一人孤单~因为天好象也和我一样~正等待着某个人来安慰自己~鼓励自己~天....是为我而哭吗?我好想问问上天~ 我应该如何是好? 哭来发泄??逃避?? 我...不知道..!!
在地铁里我想了很多无畏的东西，我到底为了什么生活？自己？家人？别人？甚至是别人的眼光？如果是自己，那为什么我要做个选择都难？如果是家人，我和她们吵架了。别人？都有很多人不在意我是否存在。
也许我不知道！因为我没有了自我~~
感觉自己寂寞好想恋爱，可是没人爱我。我爱的人有了爱人，放弃爱他，也许我做到！！
再寻找一个真心爱我，肯听我说心事，了解我的人，有吗？在那里？
告诉我。。。
星期日, 八月 02, 2009
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原来我忍一个的限度可以这么多...
在这个_,我所做的东西不比某人少;所帮你的,不比某人少;所给你的麻烦不比某人多...
为什么你就只会把我的罪名往我身上推?我到底做错了什么?是不是...给你骂我不反驳就可以三反四次的欺负我?是不是....帮你做某些东西就可以把所有责任推给我?
就算我有没有做,你都会骂我...就算我不出说你就当我哑?是不是?你说啊...说啊?
那好从今开始我不会再帮你,因为不要给你机会推责任给我; 不会再根你说话,因为不要让你无理的痛骂我...!是又骂我.不是又骂!!!请问你有什么权力?会叫别人尽自己的责任,那你呢?你就有吗?!
我讨厌你..!!
那天我会这么大的反应,都是你逼我的,有话不能说; 有缺点不接受;有意见不能商量!!!不要怪我在一天里面给你这么大的改变!!
原来我忍一个的限度可以这么多...
在这个_,我所做的东西不比某人少;所帮你的,不比某人少;所给你的麻烦不比某人多...
为什么你就只会把我的罪名往我身上推?我到底做错了什么?是不是...给你骂我不反驳就可以三反四次的欺负我?是不是....帮你做某些东西就可以把所有责任推给我?
就算我有没有做,你都会骂我...就算我不出说你就当我哑?是不是?你说啊...说啊?
那好从今开始我不会再帮你,因为不要给你机会推责任给我; 不会再根你说话,因为不要让你无理的痛骂我...!是又骂我.不是又骂!!!请问你有什么权力?会叫别人尽自己的责任,那你呢?你就有吗?!
我讨厌你..!!
那天我会这么大的反应,都是你逼我的,有话不能说; 有缺点不接受;有意见不能商量!!!不要怪我在一天里面给你这么大的改变!!
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